i did something wrong today. I regret that I have done it because I know for a fact that he is faithful
I wana hurt myself or beat my self black and blue. My old self is always dragging me to the dark always..but I am trying..really trying hard to get out from the dark and gloomy old self that I have.
Its just a simple non sense, uninitiated, irresponsible text message, but it did hurt someone else's feelings.
I am so sorry ney, I promise that I will never ever do the same thing again.
I would admit that I would text randomly and and sometimes be with the impression that I am naughty, but I don't play around. I know my commitment and I stood by it with conviction.
ney I love you so much and I wont hurt you with just one stupid mistake. I know you did a lot for me and I really appreciate every thing that you have done. You have given me a lot of chances, chances for me to change and be a better partner and a better person as a whole... I love you so much ney! your my world and my life now

I know  i have moved on and it seems that its getting easy for me now compared to the once  I had before.

I konw God has a way for us to make things easy. Make thing easy to learn from the memories of the past. I believe that we never should be haunted by the memories of the past but rather  should be a lesson learn to undo the mistakes that we once committed. 

I am thankful to  that someone that  has made me realize the importance of commitment and respect for relationship. The chance that has been given to me made an emhaptic impact on the way I deal with relationships. 

Thank you so much ney for making me realize all this. I am not perfect but I will try. 

Im moving on, moving forward.